SAD BREAKUP

 I feel stupid listening to these playlist because there are so many people going through so many horrible things, those people need comfort and to be held while I'm over here feeling numb about my stupid problems that don't compare.

I'm a friend who comforts others when something happens, despite how many things have happened to me. It's just amazing how I feel weak for crying about real problems I have-though not big-and when my friends or family cry over something like a movie or a book, maybe even just cause they feel strange and alone, I just tell them they are strong-because they are-and that it's okay to cry.

When will someone hold me, even in just a simple hug. But how can I ask that when all I do is push everyone away, including my family. They see me as cold because "I don't like being kissed or touched, and I don't like giving kisses or hugs." I just want to feel loved...

Now I'm ranting

Sorry...